Mood: Depressed and mad.

Well, sorry for two entries.

My aunt just died and now we're at my grand mother... (wait, better stop my music before I get yelled at for that too.) Now that the initial shock passed, everyone acts like nothing happened. We're all sitting in circle in silence, talking about deaht and stuff. I feel like I'm the only one who's still sad about it... My girlfriend wanted me to come over at her home, not to leave me alone. Her familly and her are very kind toward familly's dead... But my familly isn't. It's the ''death is part of life and once the shock is over, move on and stop mourning'' priciple. So I get scowled each time I look sad or ask to go somewhere. I also got scowled 'cause I wasn't sure of going to work tomorrow. Finally, my familly asked what I was doing at Toronto and I was showing them pictures of good cosplays, saying how much work people put in and my mother suddenly comes and tells me to stop. Now, she just told me she didn't want to go home alone. Oh I get it. I need to support her. But who will support me? She had 4 sibblings, even got invited to stay but nooo she had to work tomorrow so I have to follow. I have support here... Cannot even enjoy it.

I was trying to open up to mourn... Screw that. If it's only to be yelled at, death is just another freaking nuisance that pisses me off